Seasons greetings
This time i couldn’t stay away for too long. This is the hardest season in my life. I am in a heavy transition and there is so much going on around me and of course everyone has an opinion about how certain aspects of my life should go. When you make an intense life changing decision the truth is everything in that moment comes to a stand still and in an instant everything changes. Now alot of people at this point would like to hide and run away because when that decision is made you have to follow it through, but that isn’t the hard part. The hard part comes when you are hitting road blocks everywhere you go and you seem locked in. What does one do at this point? You speak to people, seek advice and council nothing seems to breakthrough then you begin to doubt that decision, you start to panic and then you start to look for a way out.
From my heart can i say stop in the midst of all the drama and just take a time out for you. I know the one thing we want to do is fix things, but the truth is when you are so emotionally involved in situation your mind is so clouded and decisions made on impulse or emotionally may at times be irrational and cause more damage than good.
In this season instead i learnt to embrace myself as a person and had a chance to find out more about how strong i am. For all the times i have messed up or hurt another i can only pray forgiveness. In the process of transition there is a lot of falling but the important part is how well you rise after your fall.I am a fighter i will not quit till there is nothing to fight and even then will i go on till the very last breath. I learnt that even when you feel helpless and you bend till you break you get on your knees look up to the heavens you get mad enough to fight and you take a stand because that is all you can do.You pray and keep on praying enerst prayers. Don’t give up.
My hope this season as is you must have hope and faith and love, love is the greatest of all, love has the power to heal, the ability to encourage and propel one to dream and believe in the impossible. Hope is what makes me wake up everyday it is a power tool that tells me things will get better. Faith is that deep part of me that is passion filled and believes in the impossible and pushes me out of my comfort zone into that spacious place
This season from my heart to yours i decided life isn’t about existing but living so my hope for you is you will stop existing and start living and enjoying everyday life. A friend once said to me i am a planner and i said to him no because if everything is planned life is boring so my new year’s gift to you is stop planning too much and have some adventure try doing some random things have some fun.
Love always
Blossom

